Wednesday, July 29, 2009

something touched my heart...

True love means...

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot...

...who calls you back when you hang up on him...

...who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

...wait for the guy who kisses your forehead...

...who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...

...who holds your hand in front of his friends...

...wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...

...wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her, or that's him"...

Let love shower unto us for all the time. .

Monday, June 22, 2009

::janicetaggedme::

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.


1. What is your name: sharmini

2. A four letter word: sure

3. A boy's name: Siva

4. A girl's name: shaila

5. An occupation: Smuggler

6. A colour: Silver

7. Something you wear: Skirt

8. A food: Seafood

9. Something found in the bathroom: Soap

10. A place: Sandakan

11. A reason for being late: Slept

12. Something you shout: Shut UP

13. A movie title: Slum dog milliner

14. Something you drink: Shakes

15. A musical group: Sean kingston

16. An animal: SharK

17. A street name: Sentul Street *.*

18. A type of car: Satria Neo

19. The title of a song: Single Ladies!


TAgging...
*sai janane
*von Von

Thursday, June 4, 2009

wonder who..

What I need to live has been given to me by the earth. Why I need to live has been given to me by you....



But i wonder who U really are

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

7 things....



Seven Things To Be Done Before My Death.
  1. find a perfect match for myself
  2. look at my love's eyes n talk to him(hope i can do it)
  3. spend every second of my life with happiness
  4. enjoy the beauty of Paris
  5. buy a car for myself and modify it as what i wish
  6. a house for myself (my own world)
  7. adopt a child and give as much love as i could

Seven Things I Won't Do Even If It Kills Me.
  1. give up my stubbornness(its with me since m born)
  2. to take medicine when m ill..(will never be loser)
  3. will never forget those sweet memories with all my loved one
  4. to touch any reptiles
  5. stay alone in a dark room
  6. commit suicide
  7. run away from my house
Seven Things I Do When I Am Away From Public.
  1. talk to my sweetheart(my pillow)
  2. cry out while showering
  3. talk to myself(the best way to make me smile
  4. sit and dream bout future though it wont make sense sometimes
  5. walk in funny way in front of mirror and laugh at myself
  6. sketch something on the wall or a piece of paper
  7. have a messy sleep on my bed

seven Favorite Sentences, Quotes or Expressions.
  1. love me or hate me.. i will still shine!
  2. "thanks and same to u" when someone scold me with animal's name
  3. hate u! when people irritates me
  4. "It's not what you've got, it's what you use that makes a difference."
  5. explore.. dream and discover
  6. it's not the end of world
  7. =P buekkk

*=Positive thinking will let you do everything
better than negative thinking will.=*


post??


wish to write something...
but couldnt figure out any post...
m thinking, n if i find anything interesting b4 i fall asleep
sure i will update.. wakawka..

^^Minie^^

Monday, June 1, 2009

love >.<


Love is the passion that we feel inside of our hearts that we can't hide. We pretend to hide it, but it burns us more and more until the pain grows and grows and it never ends.



Passion is to kiss or to hug and to prove that action speaks louder than words.

when i saw the first pic n read the caption.. i was mesmerized..
when i saw the second one n read the caption i was so damn down...
for me.. love is more than this! u cant prove love just by a hug and a kiss..
though sometimes it make us feel happy when we are under someone's arm yet it wont take too long for the love divert to lust...

love is the best feeling.. at the same time it has all powers to change our life!

..BEWARE WITH LOVE...

Sunday, May 31, 2009

realization..



after years i realized how much i hate you!!
am damn happy today.. n m thanking god who
made me realize this..
god is great=)

those days..
  • will be waiting for ur msg
  • will be waiting for your call
  • will be waiting to meet you
  • will be waiting to be in ur side
  • will be smiling by myself because of you
  • willing to do anything to make you smile

Now..
  • get tensed when receive your msg
  • hate to talk to you
  • wishing that i will never see u after this
  • feeling a shame for being with you those days
  • "what problem i gonna face next" because of u
  • i dnt care whether u smile or even cry!
hehe.. wish to upload ur pic here..
but still arrgghhh dnt wish to see ur face in my blog!

but i will never forget u la.. damn kurang ajar!
i curse u so that u will get a stubborn n kurang ajar kuasa infiniti wife!!

my happiest day in this month =P
...31th of May 2009...

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Tag Tag Tag

I was tagged by my sifu.. Janane!

The rules are simple.
Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people...

I AM:


♥ ღ ♥A Chocolate LOver!♥ ღ ♥

I REALLY WANT TO GO:

♥ ღ ♥Paris and enjoy myself over there♥ ღ ♥

MY FAVOURITE PLACE:

♥ ღ ♥lake, where i can be alone n peace♥ ღ ♥

MY FAVOURITE DRINK:

♥ ღ ♥a cup of coffee when m down though it is nt gud for me♥ ღ ♥


ღ ♥fresh Orange juice made by myself or my mum early in the morning!♥ ღ ♥

MY FAVOURITE FOOD:

♥ ღ ♥Chinese cuisines ♥ ღ ♥

N my mum's cooking...

My FAVOURITE COLOR:


♥ ღ ♥Purple♥ ღ ♥



♥ ღ ♥ blue..♥ ღ ♥


♥ ღ ♥ pink ♥ ღ ♥

MY FAV SHOWS:

♥ ღ ♥Blood ties.. love henry's smile!♥ ღ ♥


♥ ღ ♥charmed..for no reason hehe♥ ღ ♥

MY HOBBIES:

♥ ღ ♥surfing net..my FB n mails♥ ღ ♥


♥ ღ ♥watching tv shows or cartoons♥ ღ ♥

♥ ღ ♥ listening to the good musics♥ ღ ♥

MY WISH:

♥ ღ ♥when love is there everything will be PurrrFecT♥ ღ ♥


♥ ღ ♥to achieve all my dreams♥ ღ ♥

AND I TAG:
NO one.. hehe no friend yet.. sob sob

Will tag when i get my friends!

Friday, May 15, 2009

borIng





You Were Born into the Earth Element
You are a responsible person who values the joys of working hard.
You are practical, stable, and (obviously) down to earth.

You have to watch out for boredom. Your life needs more romance, adventure, friendship, and fun.
You are a solid friend and an ideal partner. You are honest, nurturing, and loyal.

*******
Another Bored day of mine!! eee.. y is my life like this??? just hate it!!! i wanna be alone.. y no one understands that...


Tuesday, May 12, 2009

M SnoW m SnoW!!




You are peaceful and calm. You are able to enjoy each moment. You have a pure, gentle spirit. People automatically trust you. You have a playful, adventurous spirit. You still feel like a kid. You are able to find the joy in any situation. You are blissful.


Nothing to Blog About..
wonder how tomorrow will be!
Shar is dam bored sitting at home and doing nothing..
Becoming a Zombie hahaha

My first Story Book!

hehehe... first novel am owning after 20 years!!!
first time ever in my life i stepped in MPH to get a story book..
hope will finish reading it as soon as possible!!

Monday, May 11, 2009

WiLL i get u?? am ConfuseD

:: my Dream phone!!! C905!!!::

::lose some weight so that i can follow the trend::


::a nice dress that suits me::

:: A trendy Haircut... cant figure out which type of hair style will suit me::

::A sports shoes.. am seeking for it bout 2 years::


This are the things m looking for to do a makeover.... will the cash in my bank enough for that??
or should i save it for my further studies???
Minie Is Confused!!!!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Lost N found!!

**there she goes!! thats my stocking.. she loves to do this even when m rushing to work**

**playing with me.. loves to pull people's cloth**

**her innocent face**
LiL Shorty.. something Bout her...
Name : Bolt
DOB : 20 dec 2008
fav food: everything other than bone
fav drink: whatever we drink
hobbies :
  • play catching with my bro
  • sleep with my mum
  • eat whatever we are eating
  • bite us when she have nothing to do
  • hide our stocking
  • never forget surrendering before other dogs attacks(he he)
++++++++++++++++++++

since she is very friendly n social puppy, she went missing one day.
we knw that someone had kidnapped her.. but we cant figure out who the person is ( my house is in a very popular area for thief! ) and when the news became chaos, and my brother started to hunt for her after a week she was at home with a very sad face! miss us? yes maybe! she licked everyone at home(symbol of puppy's love). after that my mum shower her up and gave her some food to eat, and the way she ate as though she fast for a week! pity her..
since that this cute lil shorty dare not to step out frm house if non of us with her. (enjoy staying in air-conditioned room)
aiskk.. and the dogs out there waiting to chase her out because we are giving more attention to this shorty n not them kekee... ( animals do feel jealous too)


::moTheR's day::

"Happy Mother's Day"

"Happy Mother's Day" means more
Than have a happy day.
Within those words lie lots of things
We never get to say.

It means I love you first of all,
Then thanks for all you do.
It means you mean a lot to me,
And that I honor you.

But most of all, I guess it means
That I am thinking of
Your happiness on this, your day,
With pleasure and with love.

Was waiting for the roses to bloom..
but it need more tym i guess..
sorrY ma... this will be the worst mother's of ur's i guess..

Friday, May 8, 2009

Unexpected!

From someone that i dnt wish to see and talk.. its nt because i hate or what just avoiding to be myself than living for others....
  • Love your life.(yes m loving it rite now!)
  • Believe in your own potential.
  • Wake up each day with the awe of being alive.(u already killed me once)
  • forget the past.(not that easy to take u off frm me)
  • take the power to choose what you want to become..(m doing my best for it rite now)
  • life is a race, God is the rider, the harder he beats you the stronger he makes you to win.(yes he do, but m not strong enough to win)
  • so dont be distressed
  • be a winning horse..( i will! just to show u i can live a live without u)
  • life is sometimes difficult but always possible.( i realized that)
i dnt wish to be mean and rude that's y i didn't reply you.. here, i know u wont read it so i dont give a damn hehehe...

**Sit quietly, doing nothing, spring comes, and the grass grows by itself.**

Thursday, May 7, 2009

some quiz that i have done..=)

these are some of the answers that i feel that it gives an accurate answer for what i am..
the rest of it.. u can get it from my facebook info!
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Do you know your lucky colour?
Purple
You like the morning sunrise where everything goes purple there for your lucky colour is purple
*i love Purple!!!
**********
Which animal strength do you have inside?
Panda Strength!
You are Lazy and Cute!
but you don't use your strength often :/
but when you use your strength you are Powerful!
and when you are hungry, nothing and no one can stop you from taking what you want !!
*yup!! if i want something now! if u cant make it.. just forget bout it=)
**********
What animal would you be based on your personality?
Bald Eagle
independent+majestic+alone+fierce
*maybe... m not sure
**********
Are you a dog or a cat person
You are a dog person
according to your personality you would probably like dogs better
*ya ya i love dogs.. but only when its puppy..
***********
what are you born to do?
best at everything
you are the social person who make useful contacts. you introduce important people to influential people and always reap some sort of reward as a result...but you don't enjoy the spotlight as much. you prefer to stay in the back as there is more room to stretch and you like the feeling that you are the one with the power and most of the time that is true... you will do well in almost any field you know how to falter without being to obvious and you can make just about anyone like you
*nah.. i dint think so...
**********

Personality By Birthday
You are Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will think it's still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there! Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are humanitarian,patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model for everyone.
*most of it r acceptable!
**********
What kind of smile do you have?
Bright Smile
With one smile you brighten everybody day. You are very unique. People feel comfortable around you. You are giving and kind to others. happiness is in your heart to stay.
*my friends should tell me...*winks*
**********

Digital Fortress


hm first of all i would like to thank my dearest friend Sai janane for borrowing me this book entitled Digital Fortress.actually she passes this book to me last year to encourage me to start the reading habit in me. But i seriously have no mood for it.
In the end i get the time to start reading this book when my sis was admitted in hospital. he he.. she will be sleeping all the time because of the "drugs" and myself need to look at her all the time. So when i was arranging my books, this book caught my eye and i grab it and put it into the beg i usually bring to hospital and started to read it. this book contains of 500++ pages.. when I started the first page i was wondering can 'i finish reading this book by this year??' it was tiny writing n its so thick! but when i start reading it i seriously indulged into it.. i think this will be first time am crazily reading something after the Mr.Midnight series... n the worst thing is i won't read news paper he he i know m outdated yet i fail to update myself because the laziness in myself..
so i hope i can change myself since i need to pursue to higher education in different place soon.

THANKS JANANE!!!!

Monday, April 20, 2009

Cho Cho SoWie...

Hehehe..i have no mood to blog yet.. =)

Monday, April 13, 2009

WeeKeNd!!

***Hema+sharminie***
since hema is in kl... and it been a long time i have met her n talk to her i decided to have a visit today!! When i told my mum that i wanna go to hema's house she just kept quite and after sometime she asked me back "what time u planning to come back?" i just gave her an evil smile n told her that i don't know, night maybe... Seriously, her parents wont let me back home early!! they sure have something to chit chat with me. =)

At first i thought wanna take a bus so i just walked to bus stop waited for U12. All the buses pass by but this U12 haven't. while waiting i was considering if i take a bus, i need to walk under the hot sun for 15 minutes with my injured hand and if anything else happen again what m i suppose to do?? then i switched my mind to take a cab. its easier though expensive right? so i just stopped a cab n opened the door. "God is great! thank you so much!!" that was for god because gave me a lady taxi driver. then i told the lady where i wanna go.. since both of us didnt know how to go in the Taman, we just followed a car before us, n we manage to find it =P the fee was 4.70, n i gave the lady 5 bucks n asked her to keep the change because the effort she took to find the place that i am leading to and deliver me safely. the thirty cents gave a wide smile on her face and told me thanks. i just smiled at her n get down from the cab. Only sharmini know the pain of being careless once.
**Hema& her Mum**
I know hema's mother is not felling well for past few days. So, i just prepared myself before entering her house. i dont knw how to talk to someone who is not feeling well :0. i walked in n hema told me that her mom is in side. and i followed her to see her.. i was scocked seeing her like that. I know she is not feeling well but i dont knw that she is not well till cant see who am i. God loves to hurt nice people.. sure He will help her out!! then i was talking with hema, we had our lunch together(she feed me) watched movie.. enjoyed eating cococrunch in a bowl..

then we was talking to her mum.. i almost cried seeing her like that. she is the best mum i ever knw after mine! i seriously dnt like(hate) others call my mum "amma" at the same time i dont like to call others "amma" but when comes to hema's mum i wish to call her "amma" for the love she give me! n in that pain she asking me a sorry for not cooking for me. and told me she will be alright soon and after that she will do my favorite rendang for me! hehehe i seriously miss seeing her smiling face =(

**the Happy familY**
hmm around 9 hema's family send me back home on the way sending their two sweeties back to university.. even before leaving they advised me to be more careful when am walking alone. wonder why they worry so much. love them all!!


12th april

Thursday, April 9, 2009

ExciTed?? Yes I do!!!


after 4 weeks of MC, i went to hospital again today!OTHO... i wasted about 4 hours there just to get my turn! Eee wonder why Malaysia got so many sick people.. ha ha i do forget that minie also one of them n waiting to see the doctor..^.^ it was already 2 when my number was on the screen.
for the first time i stepped in to the room without anyone beside me ( training to be independent??). after that the Indian nurse inside the room asked me to take my sit.. I just sat down, the doctor was reading my older reports and after that he asked me to show the cut. i showed him. He stared for sometime and asked me to move my fingers, i moved them then started to write something on the file. i seriously was wondering is he a doctor or a student who doing his exam.. the way he wrote the report was something like the way we do our exam( the way we think when i couldn't figure out the answer) i almost laugh out but i controlled myself keke..then after everything done he gave me another 6 weeks of mc. after i see the medical certificate i smiled widely hehe.. i gonna earn money without working wakawaka!!!

**the STYLISH beg**
after that my dad sent me to sogo to sumbit my mc and have a talk with me workmates..
after bout 2 hours i left sogo and took a pubic transport n lead to Janane's house..we had a long chat after a long time!!and you knw what? janane gave sharminie a handbed!!! what should i do?? i had not bring handbegs with me.. n this gurl advising me to bring a handbeg with me.. "be stylish la dei" it was frm her.. thanks Janane!!! =) we went down to swimming pool and continued our life stories.. the time passed by so fast! it already 7... my mum sure start cursing me at home coz i promised her i will be back early.. hehee.. that what happened when i steped in my house she stared at me with anger.. i just gave her a smile n walked in, after sometimes she just came and talk to me keke she have no one else to chat at home other than me.. how long she gonna show her angry face to me? Giggles!!

Friendship is one of the most valuable assets that we create in our lifetime. That is why people hold friends in such high regard
*.*
Thanks for EverytHing Janane =P

Saturday, February 14, 2009

HAppy valentine daY evryone!!^.^

There are two days in every week about which we should not worry,
Two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension.

One of these days is Yesterday with all its mistakes and cares,
Its faults and blunders, its aches and pains.

Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control.
All the money in the world cannot bring back Yesterday.

We cannot undo a single act we performed;
We cannot erase a single word we said.
Yesterday is gone forever.

The other day we should not worry about is Tomorrow
With all its possible adversities, its burdens,
Its large promise and its poor performance;
Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control

Tomorrow's sun will rise,
Either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds, but it will rise.
Until it does, we have no stake in Tomorrow,
For it is yet to be born.

This leaves only one day, Today.
Any person can fight the battle of just one day.
It is when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternities
Yesterday and Tomorrow that we break down

It is not the experience of Today that drives a person mad,
It is the remorse or bitterness of something
Which happened Yesterday and the dread of what
Tomorrow may bring.

Let us, therefore,
Live one day at a time

‘TODAY’ live it to the fullest!!


Happy Valentines Day!!!

Enjoy the day fullest

Because there is no guarantee for tomorrow


::angelmustbekill::



Tuesday, February 3, 2009

20th Bday!! hehe..


From the happiest person on my bday!
before reading this msg i already knw that she is the onli person who will be happy for my bday because am getting older hehe...

:: appie bday dear loose!! i got no credit and din dare to cal yu midnite to hse da...dam sorrie! plan today oso tukar dy so cudn meet yyu up..now i came al de way nak wish YOU!! u'll get a special post in my blog hehe wait fr it kay? TCarz hav super dooper day n yeah u budak tua!!=P hehe god bless ya! ::

and this what she gave me as a gift.. really appreciate it janane!!!
thanks so much!! in short, this will be the best gift i had received!


From me To u...
********************


**me n my cake**
^.^

**special choc?? i dnt think So**

dnt knw why.. i hate my bday.(getting old so early). n the worst part is when they celebrate
(forced to cut cake.. how will my wishes come true?? sob!)

m getting old n they r happy for it!!! isk isk
but am happy because only four of them wished me.. n i hate u for that!
hehee....

for everyone's information i will be glad if you wish me on 27th of December..
=P peace!!!

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

JAnuAry BabY!!!









- Ambitious and serious
* am i?? m aimless n not serious bout anything rite now!

- Loves to teach and be taught
* me? love to teach? nah.. easily tensed up with it!rather keep my mouth shut

- Always looking at peoples flaws and weaknesses
*not yet experience it yet... but till now m not like that lo..

- Likes to criticize
*hehehe what else to do if friends are around??

- Hardworking and productive
*minie wont be getting these results if she is hardworking!

- Smart, neat and organized
*Its a NEVER to be neat n organized in my life =)

- Sensitive and has deep thoughts
*yup... and no one understands me ^.^

- Knows how to make others happy
*do i?? but most of the time i make them stressed lolz.. n they make me happy!

- Quiet unless excited or tensed
*true true!! 100%

- Easily jealous
*should i say it?ofcoz m jealous!

Since am totally different frm January.. i would like to say that m terminated from january list and should be in December!! wakawka...