realization..

after years i realized how much i hate you!!
am damn happy today.. n m thanking god who
made me realize this..
god is great=)

those days..

• will be waiting for ur msg
• will be waiting for your call
• will be waiting to meet you
• will be waiting to be in ur side
• will be smiling by myself because of you
• willing to do anything to make you smile

Now..

• get tensed when receive your msg
• hate to talk to you
• wishing that i will never see u after this
• feeling a shame for being with you those days
  
• "what problem i gonna face next" because of u
• i dnt care whether u smile or even cry!

hehe.. wish to upload ur pic here..
but still arrgghhh dnt wish to see ur face in my blog!

but i will never forget u la.. damn kurang ajar!
i curse u so that u will get a stubborn n kurang ajar kuasa infiniti wife!!

my happiest day in this month =P
...31th of May 2009...

Tag Tag Tag

I was tagged by my sifu.. Janane!

The rules are simple.
Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people...

I AM:


♥ ღ ♥A Chocolate LOver!♥ ღ ♥

I REALLY WANT TO GO:

♥ ღ ♥Paris and enjoy myself over there♥ ღ ♥

MY FAVOURITE PLACE:

♥ ღ ♥lake, where i can be alone n peace♥ ღ ♥

MY FAVOURITE DRINK:

♥ ღ ♥a cup of coffee when m down though it is nt gud for me♥ ღ ♥


♥ ღ ♥fresh Orange juice made by myself or my mum early in the morning!♥ ღ ♥

MY FAVOURITE FOOD:

♥ ღ ♥Chinese cuisines ♥ ღ ♥

N my mum's cooking...

My FAVOURITE COLOR:


♥ ღ ♥Purple♥ ღ ♥



♥ ღ ♥ blue..♥ ღ ♥


♥ ღ ♥ pink ♥ ღ ♥

MY FAV SHOWS:

♥ ღ ♥Blood ties.. love henry's smile!♥ ღ ♥


♥ ღ ♥charmed..for no reason hehe♥ ღ ♥

MY HOBBIES:

♥ ღ ♥surfing net..my FB n mails♥ ღ ♥


♥ ღ ♥watching tv shows or cartoons♥ ღ ♥

♥ ღ ♥ listening to the good musics♥ ღ ♥

MY WISH:

♥ ღ ♥when love is there everything will be PurrrFecT♥ ღ ♥


♥ ღ ♥to achieve all my dreams♥ ღ ♥

AND I TAG:
NO one.. hehe no friend yet.. sob sob

Will tag when i get my friends!

borIng

You Were Born into the Earth Element
You are a responsible person who values the joys of working hard.
You are practical, stable, and (obviously) down to earth.

You have to watch out for boredom. Your life needs more romance, adventure, friendship, and fun.
You are a solid friend and an ideal partner. You are honest, nurturing, and loyal.

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Another Bored day of mine!! eee.. y is my life like this??? just hate it!!! i wanna be alone.. y no one understands that...

M SnoW m SnoW!!

You are peaceful and calm. You are able to enjoy each moment. You have a pure, gentle spirit. People automatically trust you. You have a playful, adventurous spirit. You still feel like a kid. You are able to find the joy in any situation. You are blissful.

Nothing to Blog About..
wonder how tomorrow will be!
Shar is dam bored sitting at home and doing nothing..
Becoming a Zombie hahaha

My first Story Book!

hehehe... first novel am owning after 20 years!!!
first time ever in my life i stepped in MPH to get a story book..
hope will finish reading it as soon as possible!!

WiLL i get u?? am ConfuseD

:: my Dream phone!!! C905!!!::

::lose some weight so that i can follow the trend::

::a nice dress that suits me::

:: A trendy Haircut... cant figure out which type of hair style will suit me::

::A sports shoes.. am seeking for it bout 2 years::

This are the things m looking for to do a makeover.... will the cash in my bank enough for that??
or should i save it for my further studies???
Minie Is Confused!!!!

Lost N found!!

**there she goes!! thats my stocking.. she loves to do this even when m rushing to work**

**playing with me.. loves to pull people's cloth**

**her innocent face**

LiL Shorty.. something Bout her...

Name : Bolt
DOB : 20 dec 2008
fav food: everything other than bone
fav drink: whatever we drink
hobbies :

• play catching with my bro
• sleep with my mum
• eat whatever we are eating
• bite us when she have nothing to do
• hide our stocking
• never forget surrendering before other dogs attacks(he he)

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since she is very friendly n social puppy, she went missing one day.
we knw that someone had kidnapped her.. but we cant figure out who the person is ( my house is in a very popular area for thief! ) and when the news became chaos, and my brother started to hunt for her after a week she was at home with a very sad face! miss us? yes maybe! she licked everyone at home(symbol of puppy's love). after that my mum shower her up and gave her some food to eat, and the way she ate as though she fast for a week! pity her..
since that this cute lil shorty dare not to step out frm house if non of us with her. (enjoy staying in air-conditioned room)
aiskk.. and the dogs out there waiting to chase her out because we are giving more attention to this shorty n not them kekee... ( animals do feel jealous too)

::moTheR's day::

"Happy Mother's Day"

"Happy Mother's Day" means more
Than have a happy day.
Within those words lie lots of things
We never get to say.

It means I love you first of all,
Then thanks for all you do.
It means you mean a lot to me,
And that I honor you.

But most of all, I guess it means
That I am thinking of
Your happiness on this, your day,
With pleasure and with love.

Was waiting for the roses to bloom..
but it need more tym i guess..
sorrY ma... this will be the worst mother's of ur's i guess..

Unexpected!

From someone that i dnt wish to see and talk.. its nt because i hate or what just avoiding to be myself than living for others....

• Love your life.(yes m loving it rite now!)
• Believe in your own potential.
• Wake up each day with the awe of being alive.(u already killed me once)
• forget the past.(not that easy to take u off frm me)
• take the power to choose what you want to become..(m doing my best for it rite now)
• life is a race, God is the rider, the harder he beats you the stronger he makes you to win.(yes he do, but m not strong enough to win)
• so dont be distressed
• be a winning horse..( i will! just to show u i can live a live without u)
• life is sometimes difficult but always possible.( i realized that)

i dnt wish to be mean and rude that's y i didn't reply you.. here, i know u wont read it so i dont give a damn hehehe...

**Sit quietly, doing nothing, spring comes, and the grass grows by itself.**

some quiz that i have done..=)

these are some of the answers that i feel that it gives an accurate answer for what i am..
the rest of it.. u can get it from my facebook info!

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Do you know your lucky colour?
Purple
You like the morning sunrise where everything goes purple there for your lucky colour is purple
*i love Purple!!!

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Which animal strength do you have inside?
Panda Strength!
You are Lazy and Cute!

but you don't use your strength often :/
but when you use your strength you are Powerful!
and when you are hungry, nothing and no one can stop you from taking what you want !!
*yup!! if i want something now! if u cant make it.. just forget bout it=)

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What animal would you be based on your personality?
Bald Eagle
independent+majestic+alone+fierce
*maybe... m not sure

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Are you a dog or a cat person
You are a dog person
according to your personality you would probably like dogs better
*ya ya i love dogs.. but only when its puppy..

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what are you born to do?
best at everything
you are the social person who make useful contacts. you introduce important people to influential people and always reap some sort of reward as a result...but you don't enjoy the spotlight as much. you prefer to stay in the back as there is more room to stretch and you like the feeling that you are the one with the power and most of the time that is true... you will do well in almost any field you know how to falter without being to obvious and you can make just about anyone like you
*nah.. i dint think so...

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Personality By Birthday
You are Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will think it's still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there! Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are humanitarian,patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model for everyone.
*most of it r acceptable!

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What kind of smile do you have?
Bright Smile
With one smile you brighten everybody day. You are very unique. People feel comfortable around you. You are giving and kind to others. happiness is in your heart to stay.
*my friends should tell me...*winks*

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Digital Fortress

hm first of all i would like to thank my dearest friend Sai janane for borrowing me this book entitled Digital Fortress.actually she passes this book to me last year to encourage me to start the reading habit in me. But i seriously have no mood for it.

In the end i get the time to start reading this book when my sis was admitted in hospital. he he.. she will be sleeping all the time because of the "drugs" and myself need to look at her all the time. So when i was arranging my books, this book caught my eye and i grab it and put it into the beg i usually bring to hospital and started to read it. this book contains of 500++ pages.. when I started the first page i was wondering can 'i finish reading this book by this year??' it was tiny writing n its so thick! but when i start reading it i seriously indulged into it.. i think this will be first time am crazily reading something after the Mr.Midnight series... n the worst thing is i won't read news paper he he i know m outdated yet i fail to update myself because the laziness in myself..
so i hope i can change myself since i need to pursue to higher education in different place soon.

THANKS JANANE!!!!