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use to tell this to myself 

the msg tone woke me up about 3am, and it was frm him "u there?"

i was wondering y did he msg me so late while replying his msg "hows everything". he gave me a very short n strict answer n he disappeared!! 

i seriously dont knw wht is in his mind!

i prefer being in my own world rather than hoping something from him.. 

oww god pls be with me..